When
you're unemployed and also a massive consumer, as I am, you start
coveting all this stuff that you never even knew you needed. I
was in Linens N Things over the weekend and found about 264 things
that I really really need, like a $20 beach towel that's big enough
for two.
And, if you're like me,
to satiate your material desires, you'll start making a mental
list. Adding new things to it everytime you watch t.v., flip through
a magazine or have the audacity to venture into the mall. (You
don't know why you go there, because god knows you certainly can't
buy anything.)
Now, this isn't a list
of everything I plan to buy once I'm gainfully employed. Just
stuff I want, and a few, very few, things I need.
s
A coffee maker
s So
much music: the new Patty Griffin, Willie Nelson's Duets, the
new Wilco, the latest Indigo Girls. (Thank goodness for friends
with good musical taste and CD burners.)
s Reef
flip flops
s Guitar
lessons
s Make-up.
I would do anything to spend the day at the Bobbie Brown counter
in Neiman's. Not to mention my regular stuff that's nearing the
end of its existence and needs replacing, like my MAC studio fix
and Stila blush.
s A
massage
s Gym
membership, plus private pilates sessions at the studio down the
street.
s Cookbooks
s Cooking
classes
s Pillows
s 400
thread count Wamsutta sheets
s Subscriptions
to InStyle and Shape
s Sex
& The City Season 3 on DVD
s Buffy
Season 2 on DVD
s Someone
to fix, or explain to me how to fix my DVD player (Only sound.
No picture. Everything plugged in. Why?)
I realize now, as I sit
here and read over this list of stupid stuff, that this may make
me appear rather greedy and materialistic. And while I can be
both of those things at times, I don't think that's who I am all
the time.
But I still really want
some new shoes.
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